33 and alone. Not really alone in the grand scheme of things but navigating these days without a partner. It's a lot more lonely than I thought it would be and I miss the interaction. I miss the touching and the inside jokes and being silly. I miss just being with someone else.
I am scared I'm not going to have a family and I'm scared that my want of a family is going to make it hard for me to successfully date without some distant future possibility looming over us. At least I'm aware that it's an issue and can work towards letting it go.
More than anything, I'm just lonely.
I love this song + video.
